DAMN I AM SO FUCKING PISSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

why do people who have NO MOTHER FUCKING BUSINESS stick their fucking nose into everything?????
why do little kids gotta be so damn immature. NIGGA ... a person has their own free will, life, brain to choose what, where&who to fucking hang with so let them make their decisions. OMLORDY.  i swear you people have brought the new low to stupidity&immatureness. its just so stupid now that i just can't believe it anymore. it's like.. wow damn... is this really happening? are these fools reallly acting this way? like really? can i record EVERYTHING they're saying and replay it to them in about a month and let them wallow away in shame and embarrassment???? damn i'm so pissed.. i already knew something like this was going to happen so that's why i'm going to houston but damn i didnt get away in time. you people know damn skippy who you are.  and i swear. your jealousy ruined your ass. admit it because you konw its true. oh wait its for the whole load of you. i can't believe i'm even mad at this idiocras. grrness -__-;;;;; i'm glad that i got out of that relationship though. as much as it hurts though my friend... no maatter the love... it'll just turn to pity all over again and it isn't worth it. sigh. goodday.. i go find something to eat.

sick .. :[

i caught something a couple of days ago and now i'm sniffing boogers back into my nose, sneezing until my teeth fall out, and coughing so hard that i feel a bone breaking. this sucks -_- other than that its been school and work. i have to decided to move back to houston this summer because i feel like i cant progress here. its been more problems then i would have imagined and even though its simmered down a lot i still cant stand having to deal with being polite to people that i cant trust anymore.  the people i see day in and day out are my family, the boyfriend, and the three people at school (andy thuy and sabrina).  my parents are making things a lot harder for me to enjoy being home.  i know they dont mean to but im tired of having to deal with every single problem that isnt mine. my friends? heh... i've lost connection with the few good friends i had. so from pretty much best friends.. to ... just simple friends. anyway..this sickness is bringing out the negative thoughts in my head.

moving on. my birthday is coming next month and i'm still debating on what i wanna do. we went to austin last month for quyen's birthday and went to lake travis, canoeing and what not and i think i would like to do the same thing. but the only problem is i doubt people want to travel that far.. so i COULD arrange something more convenient but then again... i'll be turning 21. i want to have a blast so if people care enough and want to enough...they'll make it. then again it's in the setup process. sooooooooo we shall see :] 

the boyfriend and i make 10 months tomorrow and so far we've been fabulous.. hissy fits here and there but its healthy :] he's a stupid skinny faggot that likes to act gay around guys and is motivated to make that paper.  and well which makes me want to do well in school so i can be successful and wont have to depend on him either. so i have gone back to the major that i started off with when i graduated high school which was psychology but this time i will be going for child psychiatry because with my experience and past experiences... i wanna help kids that have problems.. so that they wont have to grow up into horrible mean old people :)

mm.. there are things that i would have done and said differently in the past but how it is now.. i'm okay with too.  its real interesting though.. finding out some things and hearing other things... and even more funny when people dont think i know... :o

well .. good day.. i'm off to sniffing up more boogers.. and did i mention that i'm on my period too ?? >_<++